I doubt you'll read this, I doubt that you care
I just want you to know that I love you, and I will always be there
If for some reason I'm not,
Just know I'm there in thought.
Say what you wish,
Think what you need
I am more than a bit skittish
You were once my steed
I strive for your acceptance
You were once my friend
Now there is an infinite distance
I am aware that this has come to an end
In the car crash that is I
You were once the air bag
Now you are everyone that passes by
There is an apparent lag
The vexation between us
The hatred you feel
Even though there was definite bias
It was I behind the wheel
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whose this about
ReplyDelete?
this is about a boy, a boy who managed to stop being my friend, and hurt me to a gargantuan extent, within months of befriending me.
ReplyDeletei hope things work out, you might have done something to hurt his feelings if he liked you or something. I really like your blogs : )
ReplyDeletebecause i don't think most people stop being your friend unless you do something immense to hurt them
ReplyDeletewe'll see.
ReplyDeleteAt one point, I liked him very much, but since then, I'm not so sure.
I am extremely happy with who I am with now, but I can't help but wonder what would have happened.
But, honestly and truly he broke my heart, so, that time has passed.s
We're on speaking terms now, which is more than I could wish for.
Thank you, if I knew who you were, I could quite possibly agree
its not good to let things like that wander in your mind, its best if youd finnally get things talked out with that guy, its not good to think about what couldve happened, its better to find out. i'm sure he'd apologize if he knew the extent to which he hurt you, but i feel like the feelin might be mutual to you both guys can get their hearts broken aswell.
ReplyDeletemy name is clive btw i'm from nor cal