as my sweat acts as fire starting fluid

my skin trembles, it's just too hot.
the sun beats down, ignoring it's near set


OH SHIT. REAL LIFE REALIZATION INTERRUPTION!

Alright, there was a time, long ago *see february blogs* where I was all sad, and broken up about a certain man destroying me!
I used the Beatles *George Harrison's* 'I Need You' in order to cope, and relate.
silly me, thinking I neeeded him. pft

let us revisit a bit of the song before I continue:
"But when you told me, you don't want my lovin' anymore.
That's when it hurt me.
And feeling like this, I just can't go on anymore.
Please remember how I feel about you.
I could never really live without you.
So, come on back and see just what you mean to me.
I need you. I need you. I need you"

alright, well time passed, and *gasp* !!!SPOILER ALERT!!!I can go on without him, and I DDDIIID!
as some may know (VIK) he called me recently, begging me back
and just now, this BEATLES song popped in my head, probably because I was listening to it an'all.
'For No One'
let us observe:
"Your day breaks, your mind aches
You find that all her words of kindness linger on
When she no longer needs you

She wakes up, she makes up
She takes her time and doesn't feel she has to hurry
She no longer needs you

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind her tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years

You want her, you need her
And yet you don't believe her when she says her love is dead
You think she needs you"

oh GOD. This is like the phone conversation I had!
didn't believe that I moved on, that I didn't need him. He totally still thinks I do -_-