21 January 2010

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have you ever just sat there
counting the rain drops, as they sync with the tears
counting the minutes, the seconds, the hearbeats
realizing that there really is a fine line between love and hate
realizing that the line is thinning with each breath

it all becomes one big blur
you really do swear there was a time when they were there
they loved you, and you weren't sure what to do
then one day, you woke up
you woke up with this strange weight on your heart
the weight felt light, felt like a whole new world
then you went to sleep
the weight feels heavy
you let your emotions get flung, side to side
taking down the borders of reality
waiting for the next sign, the next word
waiting turns into counting
counting each and every heartbeat between you and them

time passes so slowly each day but swiftly each moment
a big chaotic blur

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