TRUTH IS:

I am absolutely envious of their friendship

I wish we were still

I am absolutely envious of the way you can manipulate colors to say what words cannot

I wish I had the talent

I am absolutely envious of the way she can write

I wish I would have done it

I am absolutely envious of her opportunities

I wish I would have learned

I am absolutely envious of their romance

I wish that I could have one

I am not at all envious of all the lies
I'm completely grateful for what I have with her, and not you.

I am not at all envious of your losses
Is it even worth it in the end?

I am not at all envious of the work
Although, I am envious of the passion

I am not at all envious of her mistakes
But I would have made the same

I am not at all envious of the drama
Honestly, I am not worth his time