slept away

ideally
in a perfect world.

but that is not what we live in.
That is not what we have

I do not get what I want
instead I have to be awake.
Instead I have to not get that.
get it, you get it?

I admire that.
I want that.
But it is not within my grasp
so, instead I settle.
I settle with being awake.

But that's okay.
I still get wonderful things
like my accomplices, and accomplishments

accomplices, accompany me, in my wrongdoings

they also are my colleagues, helping me in right-doings.

together, her and I, and them and I, we shall fix this, or make it worse.
It does not really matter, as long as we're in control.


world domination is not what I speak of.
Instead I speak of sleeping. Sleeping all day long.
just dream up anything, and everything.

Do not fear the nightmares. They are only your deepest fears, and once you sleep all day, you will never experience real fears, real tragedies ever again.
You can dream up, concoct that person to never betray you.