fuck
fuck


I HATE BOYS


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about my surgery
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The saline drips in the IV
the clock ticks
my heart throbs
only 10 minutes left

They wheel me down the hall
the entrance is near
I am pushed in the white room
the room is all cleaned

the lights are bright
the mask is held over my mouth
my arms are strapped in
I slowly breathe in the anesthesia

I wake up
sudden sharp pains
my hearing is muffled
my eyes are watering