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My night may've just been that perf'ly nice
Now I must lay in bed and try to sleep.
Honestly what life needed, certain spice
Place silly thoughts in my restless head, steep

I've fallen asleep now, and dreaming too
Dreams are becoming as nice as that night
I mustn't wake until it all comes true
Silly thoughts leave now, this is not a'right

And wake up I did, 'twas only a dream
Haunted with a kiss each and ev'ry night
Since we have yet to, foolish this does seem
These same silly thoughts are fought by daylight

With sunrise comes the grave reality
The knight of my night, prince of my pillow.
'Cross the hall, a silent request: "kiss me"
Silly thoughts ignored now'll bring the night's show

summer plans

read:
any book that I haven't by graduation
see earlier list, plus a few
watch:
chowder
crashbox
georgia rule
play:
halo 3
draw:
everything ;D
travel:
ohio (may stay for 1 month)
pennsylvania
new york
massachusetts
alaska ((I WISH.))

ehh, lots more, just needed a quick jot down of things somewhere
lost my sticky notes

also, too lazy to properly capitalize those things

as my sweat acts as fire starting fluid

my skin trembles, it's just too hot.
the sun beats down, ignoring it's near set


OH SHIT. REAL LIFE REALIZATION INTERRUPTION!

Alright, there was a time, long ago *see february blogs* where I was all sad, and broken up about a certain man destroying me!
I used the Beatles *George Harrison's* 'I Need You' in order to cope, and relate.
silly me, thinking I neeeded him. pft

let us revisit a bit of the song before I continue:
"But when you told me, you don't want my lovin' anymore.
That's when it hurt me.
And feeling like this, I just can't go on anymore.
Please remember how I feel about you.
I could never really live without you.
So, come on back and see just what you mean to me.
I need you. I need you. I need you"

alright, well time passed, and *gasp* !!!SPOILER ALERT!!!I can go on without him, and I DDDIIID!
as some may know (VIK) he called me recently, begging me back
and just now, this BEATLES song popped in my head, probably because I was listening to it an'all.
'For No One'
let us observe:
"Your day breaks, your mind aches
You find that all her words of kindness linger on
When she no longer needs you

She wakes up, she makes up
She takes her time and doesn't feel she has to hurry
She no longer needs you

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind her tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years

You want her, you need her
And yet you don't believe her when she says her love is dead
You think she needs you"

oh GOD. This is like the phone conversation I had!
didn't believe that I moved on, that I didn't need him. He totally still thinks I do -_-

clean my room? pft

ALRIGHT, I've got to clean up in here.

The butterfly after this, has to be the last
There couldn't possibly be enough room for another
My stomach is filled to the brim

With each glance, a decade has pass'd
Daydreaming a possible lover
Wishing it'd be him

Blushing isn't something I frequent
But then again, he isn't my usual type
The brooding lustrous aura about

I swear, the beauty of it is brilliant
Cheesy as it is, I'd hit it like a pipe.
I think we're meant, no doubt

MORE PROM? 'KAY!

why is she creeping?













*pout-y*

promish

sluts!

Thought you not much more than a long had attraction
But though, acting on it would divulge great satisfaction.

Feeling your lips on my skin
God knows it'd be quite the sin
But no matter, I desire nothing short of this
Use my body for tantalizing bliss

It'd be as innocent as this dirty obsession
Tracing my flesh, sighing at each regression
Granted conversation, we never shared
To be honest, I've never cared.

Skip this petty question and answer game
Just know me well enough to moan my name
Let this be what it is and nothing more
Getting to know each other seems a bore

I miss you ♥

so far...

clapton
animal farm
atonement
huckleberry fin

there are more too, just can't think right now

Control

I realize now that the skeletons in my closet will certainly hinder my political career
I notice now that the life I am living will just create more things to call me out on

I think that I miss not eating, this is a silly declaration, if called that.
I was so strong willed, stuck to my guns, and just stayed tough.

I want to be somewhere else, but I can't leave
Leaving her behind would just be cruel to myself and, of course, to her.

Waking up will never be as hard as it will tomorrow.
Luck cannot be wished, unless it comes with knowledge

When we meet.....

♥