26 November 2009

in Iambic Pentameter fortehlulz

Isn't it funny how these things work out?
I really think that this thing is crazy
I don't even know what this is about !
but, I do know you have a hold on me

who you are, is something I do not know
I do hope that we will meet sometime soon
Only if it is okay with you though
let us meet by the light of the moon

17 November 2009

if

If I died tomorrow, it wouldn't be much different than dying yesterday.
Waking up is much like death.
There is no today.
As I lay here, questioning everything...
I just accept, and conform.
Confront? Never.

16 November 2009

Kiss it

He would elicit explicit responses
Not one thought was left unsaid
it was all explained too much
her hesitance was apparent to the touch
illusive, all too intrusive

her mouth spewed ignorance profusely.
she could not keep it shut, shut up

13 November 2009

throwing stones

i reach out to the sky, and pull down a star
I sit and stare, and there you appear
deep within my dreams, deep within my hopes
all that I could ever conceive
all that I could ever conjure up
you have little to non meaning
yet to me, you are everything
you are the air I breathe
you are the sun in my winter sky
you are the very reason, the very meaning I exist
you make up every fiber of my being
you fly away
you leave, you escape
you are back in that never ending galaxy
here I am, trying to hear
yet, I have no clue where you are

12 November 2009

I will get by, I will survive

tomorrow, I will be absolutely overwhelmed with work
I have missed too much school, because of this depression.
but, tomorrow, I will come home, lock my door, turn up some Grateful Dead, and smoke some weed.
it seems juvenile, but I think it may help me. I need to find her, and I could maybe make some connection with her spirit.

SOMETHING.

How come everything I ever really loved ends up leaving?

Guys, go ahead, leave now, while I'm sad. It's cool. I understand


08 November 2009

wtf?

"At first glance you are sure that you have just seen a bobcat, you slowly turn and your gaze falls upon this magnificent and untamed looking creature. It captivates you. Your eyes meet and you are drawn to a far away place where hearts run wild and free. The cat cleans its luxurious fur, blinks its eyes at you and begins to purr. You long to stroke its soft, thick fur and hold him in your arms, but do you dare? Tentatively you reach for the amazing animal. He stands up and stretches, allowing you to marvel at his substantial body and his natural short tail. He is a thing of the wild, of that you are sure. The cat saunters over to you and demands attention, you cautiously pick him up and are amazed at his personality. Affectionate, intelligent and gentle, your heart has been stolen by an American Bobtail. "

........dude, ....nevermind...

ANYWAY.

Before I am off to sleep, I must point out that I am worthless!
I think I may have to leave at lunch, yehp.
also, yeah.


← Me and Lillie♥
So,☺

I really do not have much to say, and I do not possess the willpower to write it elegantly.
I believe I am off to sleep.

goodnight world, treat me with a sweet dream tonight...

05 November 2009

wtf

I complain day in and day out about something, it goes unnoticed
he lets out a complaint, once
and my dad is jumping over hurdles to help.

...we complain about the same thing

why, why doesn't he care about me?

04 November 2009

oh, I almost forgot


george and a kitty
made my day

xD

I have barely spoken to you
yet, you haunt my dreams
with your inquisitive eyes
your large physique

the last time I saw you
it was a long time ago
June, I want to say
I miss each of those days

going to class,
longing to get your attention
I believe you opened the door for me once
I wish I could have told you