slowly

surely you know.
Shirley, please?

List, lust
trust, exist.

befriend, amend

be alive!
....STRIVE!

dance? Not a chance.

kissed, never. assist, endeavor!

romeo, romeo, romance BINGO!

make no sense, take this nonsense

nonchalant smile... a mile to flaunt

flawless, happiness

left in the rain, i may go insane

this is all a silly game; Willy, will he ever be tame?

lifted, definitely not gifted

sifted through them, found the gem

lastly, i love you.
you, love, i
not him, not her.
THEM.

one of

from afar, I see your manly stance
from afar, I shoot you a seductive glance

up close, you look so far
up close, I appear bizarre

doesn't matter either way
I will never know what to say

u___________________u

it's odd, I cannot seem to sleep
and the only time I wish to go on myspace, it doesn't work.
the house is too hot, and I'm too hungry
also,too tired
but I can't sleep.
my nose is too runny,
and my friend's heart is too destroyed.

the screen, too bright
the sky, not enough night.
it's already the next day
that is not all comforting

it is so hot, the keys are hot,
my head is hot
the house is hot
screen is hot
sleep, i will not

tomorrow is....thursday
sneeze i am.
it's so hot, i have to depart
i may have to wake my dad, and file a complaint

burdened with murder

laden with hearsay

haunting me ever so much
aching ever so slightly
shaking my soul
flaunting your horrendous accomplishments

killing my tremendous soul
ending all that I believe in
sending the wrong message
chilling all the spines around

wishing all the signs away
singing each line abruptly
clinging onto each hope
fishing for a reason to exist

counting on the season to flee
kissing the dreams farewell
missing each opportunity
mounting each peak with such pain

hit it

just ask the axis.

achoo

you are:
unobtainable
inaccessible
distant
unachievable
insurmountable
unattainable
inapproachable

I am:
dreadful

lust

CALENDER.

May 28th, math final
June 12th, school's out
June 15th, I go to cleveland
August 10th, I return




somewhere in there, it will happen, I will succeed in everything that I try.

;D

fuck

so, i have a research paper to write, but of course my word trial is up. my paper is due today but i ditched, and im not sure i can ditch again friday.
shit, fuck
i have the worst luck

Across from me
there you are
stare into my soul
take me away

let me be free
cleanse the scar
take control
tell me what to say

make me see
take me to a star
show me a wormhole
tell me it is okay

when it's all said and done
tell me it has just begun
make promises to be broken
let's ditch romance to go smokin'

fresh start

i've been given a fresh start for my life.
whether or not i wanted it.
no more weed, ever.
my life has changed.