Lost; forever.

This was written not too long ago....

My I-cant-sleep-at-night knight

You're always making me second guess decisions

You're always making me wish I was challenging myself more

You're always making me wish I was less lazy and more productive

But most of all...........
You never cease making me feel better about myself one laugh at a time



and sadly, this is what has come from it......

Break it
Stomp on it
Rip it
Tear it

Obviously you don't care for it

I hope you have a good life

Hopefully drama free
Sadly without me

I miss you already
The pain stays steady

Maybe it will fade away
But my bet is that its here to stay

:O

Life
High anxiety
Frequent headaches

Each step gets harder and harder
Its as if I am walking through three feet of snow

I take the same steps each day
Figurative and literal

Each step makes me hate everything even more

Anger is built up inside

I hate who I have become
I feel as if I am lying constantly

However I never lie

I wish I had something
Someone
That could change my life
My routine

Someone or something
That could shatter all my beliefs

Someone or something
A sign
To show me that there is a god
That there is a purpose to me living

Please?